So...He came over last night. I cooked dinner for him. I also found that we had come to a mutual agreement that we both decided being together was not for us, but to throw away the relationship we built (friendship) would be a waste. Therefore, we have come to a mutual agreement on something. Finally.
I feel better. A lot better.
I am glad that you were able to work things out. Peace is a huge thibg, I believe its more important than happiness....hapiness is a temporary feeling or maybe its a state of mind. Get everything out of your system befire commiting to someone again. DO YOU TEH JI. Forget the world and people's opinions about what you should be doing with your life. At the end of the day its your life and your decisions. I love you.
ReplyDeleteThank you, teh ji. Happiness is something that I need, and I believe you need peace to obtain some happiness. In any case.....I just need to focus on me again, and stop making this a melodramatic deal where I feel sorry for myself because I'm not wanted by him.
ReplyDeleteIt's okay---plenty of other fish out in the sea. I just do not want to go fishing quite yet.